N says: Find an obsession! Something that consumes your time and gets your mind off your bitter and angry thoughts. You need to figure out what you like and obsess over it.
M says: But I don't know what I like...that's the whole problem.
N: Deep down you must know. You've just lost yourself.
And M eventually found herself. She sang a song with friends and her spirits lifted. She bought a book of Tarot cause she new she obsessed on esoteric things, she wrote on her blog about things that she found interesting cause that made her happy, she went travelling cause that was part of who she was...
But it was all part of a deep painfull process of self discovery and of discovering relationships with people and with things that were deep and profound.
