I am alive. I was born again on the 7th of July 2023, and I keep on reminding myself I should not be here, I had good luck or I had unfinished business. Partly I thought about how much I'd written and would go straight to the trash...But maybe I am being a bit of a narcisist And now that I am alive, the only thing that burns inside me, isn't the fact that life is simply beautiful and it needs to be enjoyed, but it is that if I am here I should at least be leaving something behind, that will help others when difficult times arise.
This is the sole purpose of this website, journal, blog or whatever I intend to call it.
Some bits of my thoughts, and ideas...Things I think might help someone else.
This is what I know:
1. Once you are dead, no one will do the dirty work for you. You are certainly alone in this world, and in order to connect with others, you need to be able to put yourself out there. No one will collect the peaces of papers I wrote in my early day, and they will probably burn down, as well as all those ideas, "fantastic" ideas, or "shitty" ones. Whatever they are, if I intend to do something with them they need to be shared.
2. Sharing is difficult. Exposing oneself is excruciatingly painful, but at the same time has the power to make you feel alive, and to shed a light to others which may be at a darker place than the one I ever came upon. If I don't share, the possibilities are limited to none.
3. So yes, you are alone. But you have yourself always. And there is an unlimited source of love that comes from a magical place, somewhere out there, which can only be experiences when you connect with doing what you love.
This is why I write. To connect with myself, and to ultimately experience pure love. Unlimitless love. This is what I want, and what probably everyone else wants.
