Years back, in 2008, something happened which changed my life and sense of who I was. I lost my tribe. I lost my best friends. I lost myself with guilt, sorrow and grief. 

Pluto was just entering Capricorn. And I had never had any issues with Pluto before, but it entering Capricorn meant that it was going to be delivering a few changes to many planets in libra which were basically, four of them. So it meant shitty times were coming ahead. 

Except I didn't know that. 

Now that Pluto has left Capricorn and entered Acuarius, I actually have began to feel myself again. My free self. Which hopefully brings good changes ahead.

Luna en Escorpio / Moon in scorpio

I just realised the power this has had on my well being and my attitudes in life. I've got a complex astrological map, that has given me this bipolarity.

All in all, I have been fucked over an over by Saturn and Scorpio.

Thought this was and is still a bit funny and sad - but however comforting blaming the stars.